Everyone knows me as a happy-go-lucky person. I never really tell problems to anyone, even to people I'm comfortable with I'll just tell them some but not all. I keep all my problems to myself and sometimes I feel like I can't take it anymore. I am noisy with friends I'm close with, but actually I'm just noisy to distract myself from thinking of the problems I have. They said I have a lot of friends but deep down I always feel lonely. I may be in a room fills with people but I always feel left out. I'm an awkward person to begin with. I'll try to be as friendly as I can but it's hard. Being quarantine isn't helping the situation at all. I'm a dry texter so people will always get bored messaging me, I tried my best to not be a boring texter but the conversations always end after few words.
anonymousFriends October 14, 2020 at 3:02 am10