I'm at a point where this is a well known fact for me.
At times I feel like I need caffeine or similar but its side effects mess me up in a manner that cripples my ability to tolerate stuff in my life.
The frustration drives me to want to resort to the only thing I can tolerate in life.
Some of those things are video games, sexual entertainment, and self destructive stuff.
I just need a better alternative to caffeine or other stimulants to help my day because the side effects of indulging those other coping mechanisms on a repeat basis blanking out the good parts of my mind.
anonymousMiscellaneous September 05, 2018 at 5:42 am
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