becoming my sister

ok my biggest fear is becoming my sister. When she was in high school she didnt have many friends no boyfriends never went to parties and did strictly school work all the time. Im scared as i enter my freshman year that will be me. I understand i have control over my life and decisions but im kind of scared to be more outgoing because she judges me for everything i do. shes also very reliant on my parents to make her meals buy her clothes and all and shes 18!! shes also never had a job. It makes me feel bad (as a 14 year old) so i feel i have to be more independent. I feel i am on the right track right now because ive applied for jobs and i started drivers ed which is something she didnt do till later on in her life. I want to have the real high school experience like i hear about. idk why im so scared ill be like her i think its because shes my sister and both of us have been introverts our whole lives except ive always been the more outgoing one of us both. But I rlly want to branch out now that im going to high school and im scared bc if i dont then ill end up like my sister. Its not easy trying to be outgoing. ty for listening lol

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anonymous Siblings July 21, 2022 at 11:02 pm 0 0