Enough is enough and I m tired of this

I'm pissed off because I can't be social with anyone without them being mean to me. I don't know what is going on. It's annoying because when I go online or talk to anyone, no matter who it is, it feels like they are attacking me because they are cruel to me.

I never did anything to them but they complain about being offended I don't know who they are talking about and it's not my fault they get offended. It's ridiculous. But they don't take responsibility and blame others. Now if I say I don't like something they think I'm hating on them and I'm not. I'm entitled to my opinion too and I should say whatever I feel.

What pisses me off is these people on this site make fun of others including me and are rude. They take stuff and try to impersonate others because they took what I wrote and then they write it. They name-call and they think what I said is bullshit. It looks like they are mocking me.

This is annoying and I get that people don't need to like me or anyone but they are aggressive about it and it happens a lot and I can't be social. It happens to the point where they cyberbully.

I feel people are being mean on purpose and they are isolating me on purpose because of the way I act, maybe, or for what I say. I don't know for sure. No one should act that way. It sucks I have to change my routine because people are trying to hurt me and ruin my life because they didn't like what I said. It's pathetic.

I mean I'm not here to please people. But people act like I have to when I socialize with them because they make it seem like I have to change in order for them to like me.

I don't care what anyone thinks or says but that is toxic for me. I'm not going to do that but that's what I can't stand. It's frustrating. I don't expect anything and I don't want anything from anyone but I deserve respect. It's so simple.

Again it feels like I'm getting dehumanized way too much. I don't deserve this. I like it more when I'm around people with who I can have fun and mess around.

When I go online on this website this isn't for giggles this is for me to help with PTSD. It helps and I take my mental health seriously as I should because no one else will. Online or offline, the majority of the people who aren't my friends suck. Okay, this isn't a joke because they just attack me, they yell at me and get mad for no reason.

I guess I would describe them as being hostile. But anyway, the point is, it's my responsibility to take care of my mental health and when I go online I'm not here to entertain anyone, I'm here to feel better when I write my ideas and express myself through writing I feel better.

This is important to me. I feel free of life's burdens now since I typed everything out, speaking of PTSD, here are some flashbacks, I had people hate on me for being dyslexic and they made fun of dyslexic people now because I said I was.

Then these people are weird because they cyber mob when someone is not their friend. They try to kick the person off. They tried to kick me off because they get offended. My intention was not to offend anyone as I said, I went online to help with my PTSD symptoms, These people seem to spend most of their lives on the computer and they spend a heck of a time on this site. I mean when I go on to vent several times they never leave and then they ruin the experience for everyone.

It sucks but I'm glad I'm not them because I wouldn't do that to anyone. I wouldn't hate on others for what they vent about. The only reason I care is that going on that site was therapeutic and it helped me feel better so much.

I didn't care about the people but people bullied me so much and they threatened me and people whine all the time about how suicidal they are and I was there to help them. I was being kind and wanted to be a friend but they treated me badly.

Since everything got out of hand and they accuse everyone of being trolls but them then I will have to say that this site isn't worth it. Don't go on. Save yourself. My self-respect is more important. These people don't use the site for what it is intended.

I know this is as simple as leaving the site but I just wanted to make this rant because they are hurting people and they are abusing people and this site needs to be taken down or something. I wish I could report the site because people bully left and right in there and this should be happening on a site that is made for venting and it's for therapeutic use.

Don't use the site ventscape.life because people are horrible on there and people make other people suicidal and it's not right. I made this post because I was treated badly and people were saying horrible things and threatening and attacking people to put them in the hospital. I care about both my and others' safety. Thank you.

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anonymous Miscellaneous November 28, 2022 at 4:52 am 0 1