what are we

I want him. Thats all that i want. is that to much to ask? why cant he want me the way that i want him. i love everything about him, even the things that i dont like. but i think he only uses me for my body. friends with benefits. i love him. i really do. he is my bestfriend. we kissed. more than once, but still just friends. i think about him every second of the day but does he ever think about me propably not. he asked me if i loved him ofcours i said yes. after that he said well i dont love you, i said i know. but than he said that it was a joke. and right befor he left he said love you but still just friends. i hate him for not wanting me because i want him every second of the day. every minute i dont spend with him i miss him but he does not miss me every minute of the day. i feel dum for ever beliving he would want me. why would he even want me, i have nothing to offer. i am ugly, weird, always say the wrong thing, dum. i get it. but i will love him. even from a distance.

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zoey Crushes December 22, 2021 at 7:00 pm 1 1