they stole my life from me and I hate them

being forced to go out with an old man of 32-25 when I was 16 weirded me out and I would have to make excuses of why I didn't want to be alone with him because I just was not interested in him. So we never did any thing sexual at all. In fact I hated the sight of him. I literally told my father "if you like him so much you go out on a date with him because he is too old and boring for me!" The other older men like surgeons were saying weird things to me and also old neighbor in their 70s was going too far and I was insulted and I felt so controlled and bullied by these terrible old men. fathers trying to send their kids gay out of jealousy and wreck their degrees out of jealousy, then you get it from jealous mothers and siblings and all anyone knows around her is jealousy and living from angry jealousy. Dirty old men who should stop abusing young women, the absolute hate I feel for the way they treated me for their criminal behavior on me and I hope they go to hell for it because it upset me, shut me down and made me feel so inadequate of being able to be normal and attract men my own age. Fathers giving away their daughters favorites to dogs does not help either. I find it hard to forgive my father and his lying and manipulation. No one has been on my side over the past 35 years and I am sick of it. see there should be a Tardis bell time machine for the good only! controlling abusive family members who are crazy are a huge problem today the control freaks who get money and friends and lots of marriages are crazy people. He was 30something and I was too good for him and he got put out that I let him know it too. I still didn't like him for his money and I think he had many wives and I didn't owe him a thing. He thought he could buy love and I didn't like it. He stole my youth from me. I hate that.

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mbRLq Miscellaneous October 04, 2021 at 7:44 pm 0 0