I like trains nyoom

I'm planning on getting decapitated by a train! Not super soon, but some time in the next couple years. Maybe during quarantine? Who knows! I've got a plan fairly well laid out (minus details like date/time and how I know others won't be there, but that won't be difficult). My only problem is that I'm way too lazy to spend the time writing my suicide notes -w-" I don't want to go without apologizing to some of my friends, so I can't just do it spontaneously. I'd also like to leave a note to the policemen who handle the scene as well as the train driver. Also I came up with a really cool animated music video idea for my best friend, but that would take a while. Which sucks. But anyway! In the meantime, I have a great life, but also will have to suffer through the fact that I hate being alive and would rather not exist. Cutting doesn't help but I do it anyway. It's just minor -- I can't stomach larger blades... although I've tried. Welp! Practice makes perfect, anyway. I'd make this post longer but I'm lazyyyy

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no Miscellaneous May 08, 2020 at 6:28 pm 1 0