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I HAVE A SECRET CRUSH ON HER

I have a group of online friends and i'm close with this one girl. I think of her as one of the closest friend i have but i'm not sure if she thinks the same of me. So we always have a convo and all. She is close with this one girl. To make it easier i will call the girl i have a crush on as j and the girl that she is close with as p. So j and p is really close but p was mia for few months. but yesterday p came in the group chat and j was really excited. oh before that, someone in the group chat also has a crush on j and she told me that.i would call her as s. s crushes on j for so long and she told me everything. but she didnt tell j that she has a crush on her. but s didnt has a crush j anymore. maybe she still has a little bit of crush on j but not as big as before. and then s told j that she had a crush on j and she just let is slide. and now they are still talking to each other. s was not being subtle when j was her crush. her actions really showed that she likes j a lot. im not as daring as s and im kinda like the matured one in the group so i just kept it to myself. okay so back to j and p. p came yesterday and j was really happy. j is currently busy with her stuff but because of p she talked all day in the group chat and tbh i feel little bit jealous of p. she did told us that she feels connected the most to p because they have so much in common but sometimes i feel hurt because im always there when talked about her problems or anything and p just came after MIA for months. ive been keeping this for months and it hurts a lot. and i dont want to tell my real feelings to j because im afraid we might drifted apart because of that. i love her and love spending time with her. but now i think i cant take this anymore and maybe i will just detach myself from her slowly. it hurts but i cant think of anything anymore. she keeps hurting me without she knowing and even if i confess it will be more awkward for the group. yeah detaching myself from j means i need to detach myself from my online friends group but thats the only way i can think of now. i love yall and value our friendship but my emotions cant handle this anymore. i keep hurting myself without me knowing
anonymous Crushes December 08, 2020 at 10:22 pm 0

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You need to tell her asap. I remember I used to be friends with this girl. She was really pretty but I thought I wasn’t her type. We were both Mexicans but I was dark while she was very light skin.

She was nice and prudish but she got her body done. I thought that after her getting her body done she was going to turn immediately conceited but it didn’t happen like that.

You see she was one of those Paisa girls and what I mean is girls who listen to Banda or corridos which is a Mexican regional style of music. She was pretty high maintenance but was nice to talk too. Everyone said she was a sweet girl but I didn’t think she would like me. I’m 5’7 but she is 5’1 however she constantly said she liked light skin Mexicans or Latinos.

I remember many guys wanted to talk to her and many times she gave them the cold shoulder not even bothering in answering. Even if they were light skin Latinos if they were not gentleman she automatically turned them down.

She found me attractive and that was my go but she did told me many times light skin Latinos were her type. I was also really shy when it came to girls. I talk to many pretty girls but I was scared of asking them out in my early 20’s.

There was this black guy at work from another department always wanted to talk to her and she hated when he talked to her especially because he was vulgar, crude and ghetto so I usually was with her so she wouldn’t feel uncomfortable. He was 6 ft tall and was buff and well defined. But he was really black if I didn’t had a chance with her then he being 2 shades more darker would definitely be disqualified.

So this allowed me to spend more time with her and she laughed at my jokes. One time a girl coworker for her birthday invited people from work to this club/bar she liked. That girl that I liked went there too. She doesn’t really like to drink but she took one tequila shot and one jelly shot and a sip of a fruity drink. The birthday girl was pretty convincing because she convince another guy who doesn’t drink to drink with her too.

I danced a little bit with the girl I liked but then she begin yo dance with this other guy right in front of me. They begin to dance closer to each other and I got su upset so I sat down disappointed but after all she was dancing with the type of guy she likes so I ended accepting my fate.

But then she stopped dancing and excuse herself from him and sat down where me and this other girlfriend of mine were sitting. She told us that the guy was just rude and sat down with us so that he can leave.

Then I heard the birthday girl screamed. She was happy that her friends from the other department stop by. She had many black friends which means that obnoxious black guy that was harassing my crush was there too.

My crush in disgust said “Ewww no” but it wasn’t just my crush. Another Asian girl from work and this other mixed black girl didn’t like him either. I joked and said looks like your man is here. “Stop it that’s nasty!” My crush said back.

The birthday wanted to us to interact with each other. Our group which consisted of Latinos and a few Pakistanis and Asians having the mixed black girl the only black one while the other group were black and two white boys and one Mexican guy.

The birthday girl didn’t want a segregated party so she tried to have us interact. But it wasn’t a racial thing it was more of working two departments.

One of the girl from our department who is married but has a thing for black guys started flirting with that guy obnoxious black guy however she flirts with everyone even me so I didn’t think much of it. She said if he was going to get laid tonight but the black guy threw shots at my crush and the other two girls that they hate him so probably not. The girl responded and shockingly ask my crush and the other girls why were they rude towards her friend.

My crush tried to say is him who is rude in a passive aggressive way. She then put me in the spot and asked why I rejected her friend (a fat girl) and I had to give a Bs excuse so that everyone wouldn’t find out that I actually liked my crush who was my friend. Our conversation was cut short when the birthday wanted to dance “shake that” when many of the girls including me and two other guys. Everyone at the club got lit and ratchet *don’t know if people still use that word*

That’s when my crush got into it and begin to twerk on the birthday girl but when the birthday girl moved the black guy got behind her and started grinding on her. My crush didn’t push him off instead she bent lower, put her hands on the wall and twerk to the music.

I was dumbfounded because I honestly wasn’t expecting this. We went to an after party and my crush had gone with other people in the car. They got there later that I did. When I saw the people from the car arrived but my crush wasn’t there I went to other street and that’s when I found my crush on her knees with her boobs out sucking that big black penis.

This is why you should tell her. This guy practically seduced my crush right in front of me and i didn’t even do anything.
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