im so anxious it feels like everyone and everything is out to get me. im so afraid and I feel so stupid because im trying to tell myself im okay but my mind won't stop. nothing is real and everything is fake I want to vomit I don't want to live like this anymore. over the course of 2(-3) years I've developed severe anxiety, depression, and paranoia,and ptsd. I made a promise to my partner to not take my life or hurt myself, but it makes me think, if I end up hurting myself, ill feel so much worse because I broke the promise. I can't explain it. my heart is racing and im burning up and I can't take it anymore. please I just want to be fine. I don't have to be great, just okay, please, god if you're out there, please.
liMiscellaneous July 01, 2020 at 9:30 am
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