To the people who I pushed away

Why do I keep on pushing people away? and blame it to the world why am I miserable. To my 3yrs ex Paul, I know you that this will not reach to you. But i'll be writing it here. I want to apologize for pushing you away. I deserve this cruelty that I'm experiencing. I admit I can't move on. You set the standard. You were the best of all best, but then I pushed you away, I was vicious and that's why I do bad stuffs because I wasnt satisfied. But then when we broke up 2 year in a half had past. I realized you were the only one who understands me, and now I'm left with emptiness. I always pray for your happiness even thou i'm not part of it or i'm not the reason of it anymore. I know you wont trust me and you were also traumatized by me. I'm out of time to have you mine again. I heard your courting a new girl, I'm happy for you. I bet that woman is better than me. You deserve to be loved more than ever. And I regret that I let you go. If ever you read this I wish you well. I'm happy for you dont worry i'll be fine soon. I love you Paul. Goodluck in your life.

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Steph Relationships February 13, 2022 at 9:06 am 0 1