Today, i harmed myself, not much but, i scratched at myself to the point where i bled, thinking about him makes me nervous, i just wish we didnt seperate, we seperated over some stupid fucking meme, and now i feel so nervous and paranoid, i want him back, i havent talked to him in 3 months, until yesterday and today, and i feel like he hates me, and i just want to be close again, hes helped me so much through my depression and i lost him, lost him to something stupid, and i cant fucking take it anymore.
AlanFriends October 22, 2021 at 5:29 pm
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