I was your friend Now I m your dictionary

your friend moved school and then you were alone. Everyone ostracised you because they felt like you were too religious for them. I befriended you because I know how it feels to be ostracised. Then you got your own friends, and you only talk to me to ask questions about how to say this or that in English so you won't look like a fool in front of your crush or your friends. You chase to be seen as "cool" by everyone, to find validation in their opinions of you. I see this unfold, and I feel pity for you. By no means I am of a more standing than you, rather, I am more inferior. But seeing you freaking out worrying if what you said doesn't sound cool enough, I wondered what happened. If you are growing, but it's only that I can't see it. Or if you're stuck seeking validation from people who in the end will leave you to rot in the scorching sun.

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anonymous Friends June 27, 2020 at 11:01 am 0 0