My mom calls me the most selfish human being she's ever met I hate it I hate it. Little does she know the reason i'm staying alive is for her I know she and my dad gave me life a roof and whatnot but what did i deserve to be called that. I do so much I try so hard. I'm so indifferent about everything I just can't care anymore i'm not even out of school. I've done every single extracurricular and curated this profile this personality she can adore. She's caused me so much pain such as hitting me or just i dont even know in my younger years but I know she loves me and it hurts so much. I don't even know who i am anymore. I've been deppressed for as long as I can remember. I'm not going anywhere just for her and it hurts because I know I can't leave this stupid place.
anonymousParents June 19, 2023 at 8:30 pm
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dont let your mum tell you who and what you can be... u cnt be that selfish tbh i bet i could name a few selfish people but you would never know them. UR DOING AMAZING please keep it up love shouldnt urt eairther... u have to search for yourself in something or in someone... someone who will bring out the better in u please dont let the darkness over run you... ik what it feels like, the awful pain in wnting to give up to let go of everything... but when u have a dream work so hard for it, it will give you all the motivation i swear. u might not be able to leave the place but maybe make that place a better place by making it more inviting to you. make it a place you can go too. somewhere U feel safe not someone else . but please .... YOUR AMAZING idek you yet and can tell your AMAZING anonymouse 1 year ago
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