Narcissist sister

She makes me want to die. She tells me constantly that I'm selfish, an attention whore and that I should never talk to other people, that I'm crazy for cutting myself and that's why nobody loves me, I'm delusional and wishful thinking if I want to move away, she says I follow her everywhere to drag her down and smother her and here she is REFUSING to get a job so she can be sure she can apply for what I apply for, and then proceed to give the silent treatment and timid act and tell people what a terrible person I am, further isolating me from acquaintances and co-workers and from the church I used to go to. She got the PASTOR and a COUNSELLOR to give me an earful about what a terrible I am and that I should go and apologize to her (after screaming hysterically that she's never mad, I'm the one that's mad, as she's hysterically screaming about how I didn't give her enough acknowledgements lately and that's the reason we never get along). Strangers online defend her, I get paranoid about it because she's followed me to sites like this one, responding to each and every post I make, saying that her stalking is justified, her constant hysterical screaming and hitting is justified, she'll preach love all day long at church then come home and say that she hates me, everybody hates me, God hates me, I should kill myself, I'm so toxic and abusive and yet she won't leave me be, online, real life, won't let me move away, won't let me have a job without her, can't get an education or training without her, I got myself a can of pop and she's been absolutely ruining my life since, she's so bitter and petty. I want to kill myself. I wish I could see somebody about this, just get this shit over with, but she'll just follow me and get everybody on her side again. Pretty sure even God is on her side, praying to him doesn't work, and every time we have a fight, something bad happens to me, the church is on her side also, I tried praying to the devil for help but nothing so I guess even demons are on her side too. Wouldn't be surprised if invading aliens and the queen of england were to take her side too. She managed to piss of this one teacher who saw sttaight through her, didn't hold back and made her cry, she tried telling everybody he was bullying her but don't think it worked. She graduated bitter as fuck about it. Heheh

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