I don t know man I m tired

My mom told me to kill myself a few minutes ago and I'm just really lost feeling. Like I'm a highschooler, and have been struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts since elementary school. I've never told anyone about them, and even when I went through therapy my mom was mostly out of the mix. I recently got a boyfriend and I love him so much, and he's had my mental health at like an all time high, but like man, this sent me back so bad. I haven't felt this low in ages, and now I just don't know what to do. I feel lost in a way, like she's threatened me and shit before, but never told me to kill myself. And afterwards she had a casual conversation like she never said anything. I can't wait until I can move out and cut contact with her. The day I move out and pack my shit up is the last time she'll ever see me. I never plan on contacting or visiting her after that.

---

Vyri Parents July 10, 2023 at 4:31 am 0 0