i just cannot

im in this new gc okay. ive made so many friends (i think thats what they are) the problem is i need validation so bad. like i get so jealous when other guys flirt with the girls there it makes me sad idfk why. i hear them call them pretty and cute and now i wanna fucking starve myself till you can see my bones. its never worked before because im like muscular and stuff bit i want it so bad. not to mention im talking to one of the guys in the gc and i really fucking like him but we dont even live in the same country, so its like whats the fucking point. i stayed up the whole night talking to them and now i ahve school and it fucking sucks. also i have my exams coming up. i think that it would be so much easier just fucking dying. like it seems like such an easy way to deal with all of the god damn shit thats going on

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gg Friends April 25, 2022 at 8:23 pm 0 0