help me with something

so i have been with my ex best friend for 7 years in the past she used to be so nice to me send me every time gifts without any context and being the kindest friend out there but it all started to change as soon we entered when we were in freshmen i got to be in the same class with her so i was happy but i was in a depression because on grade 8 a lot of my friends left me and she was the only person i can rely on but she stopped caring and only cared about her " new friends" and just ask me once a week what's wrong as if she wasn't there the whole week in the same class but i thought maybe she just didn't notice it and i got out of my depression after a month and she started distancing herself from me but i was too blind in her trust to see the truth and in covid things got worse, we would always fight for the simplest things in life and say its a normal us to fight even tho the things we fight for just pisses me off day by day and i kept begging her to hangout for like 2 years straight and she never listened to me and say later until there was one day my internet cut off for the whole day so i went out and i eventually found internet and it was late at night but i decided to see our friends group chat and i saw plenty of videos and asked them whats this about and they told me that they are outside hanging out right now and these the videos, i felt backstabbed in the back the friend i had for 7 years who never went outside to hang with me she went outside and hang out with her new friends the crazy thing she never mentioned it for me i got mad and sad and asked them "since when you guys planned it out" and she saw my message and said to not make it a big deal and asked her if we can talk in private and we got into a fight about it and we didnt talk for a week i knew damn well everything changed after that fight things i do every thing makes her think im pathetic and childish we stopped being friends after she left and i dont know if i did a right thing by breaking my friendship with her

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army Friends February 18, 2022 at 1:09 pm 1 0