My boss horrible and i am aswell

I was always a fighter for justice, curageos and outspoken if there was something amiss. It made my life a living hell, in all school time i had teachers who hated me and in the end they even conspired against me on my final exams, even though the other students profited of my fight, i wasn't able to go and in the end did not wanted to bother to go to college anymore. All my adult live i did not stop myself from speaking up with sometimes terrible consequences. Of course i realized that everyone thinks what i think, but noone has the balls to back me up, and when the fight breaks out, i am alone on a field with the short end of the stick,but it took me years not to go there anyways. In my country college education is everything, it doesn't matter if you have a lot of practical knowledge or abilitiy, at least for jobs far under 10.000 dollars a month, it is a fucking miracle that you don't need a fucking degree to cross a fucking road. So it was hard to get a job out of my league.
Today i am over thirty, i have this job that i am in love with. My boss is a propper badmouth, talking bad about clients backs all the time, judging people by their appearences, it is disgusting. I tried to be me in the beginning, but i soon found myself under the wheel for speaking up, or being left out on purpose, recieving mobbing. I was in fear of loosing my job. So now i keep my mouth shut and laugh at the right times and started badmouthing clients aswell. I am ashamed of myself, but apart from my boss, i love my work and I do not want to loose it. I feel bad and weak about doing it, but it is very effective.
I hate this fucking stupid situation. Go to hell you fucking dipshit of a boss!!!

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Rory Work May 11, 2021 at 2:55 pm 2 0