My family is full of fuckin idiots

MY ENTIRE FUCKIN FAMILY IS DELUSIONAL AND FUCKING STUPID OMFG MY MOM IS THE BIGGEST FUCKIN BITCH EVER LIKE SHES TOLD ME BEFORE IM HER FAV DAUGHTER BUT SHE TREATES ME LIKE ABSOULETE FUCKIN SHIT ITS RIDICULOUS SHE PLAIN IGNORES ME MOST OF THE TIME AND WHEN I DONT TALK TO HER IM A BITCH, THEN SHES FUCKIN RACIST AND MAKES ME SO FUCKIN UNCOMFORTABLE ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE SAYS SHITS LIKE MEXICANS ARE IMMIGRANTS AND THE N WORD N SHIT LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF MY YOUNGER SIBLINGS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK I DONT WANT THEM GROWING UP TO BE FUCKING ASSHATS LIKE HER AND MY LIL BRO IS ALREADY PRACTICALLY A HOMOPHOBE I FEEL LIKE THE ONLY ONE HERE WITH AN ACTUAL FUCKIN GRIP BUT IN REALITY I HAVE THE MOST PROBLEMS LIKE OMGMGMGM THEN MY MOM AND DAD DONT WANT ME TO TAKE MEDS FOR MY DEPRESSION I GOT DIAGNOSED LAST YR AND THEY DONT BELIEVE IT AND THINK ITS BULLSHIT AND THEY MAKE JOKES ABT HOW MY DOCTORS STUPID AND DOESNT KNOW ME WHEN MY DOCOTR KNOWS MORE ABOUT ME THEN MY MOM EVER HAS MY DAD JUST CREEPS ME OUT IDK WHY MY OLDER SIS THINKS MY MOM N DAD HITTING US WHEN WE WERE YOUNGER WAS DISIPLINE MY YOUNGER SIS IS THE MOST MENTALLY FUCKEN SANE 1 THERE OMG MY MOM N DAD ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING BECAUSE WHEN I FIRST GOT DIAGNOSED THEY WERE ALL LIKE ""AHAHGAGHA W LOVE U"" AND MY WHOLE FAMILY WAS NOW MY OLDER SISTER IS SOME INSENSITIVE CUNT THAT JOKES ABT DEPRESSION AND MINE WAS UNDERLYING FOR A LONG FUCKIN TIME MOST OF MY CHILLDHOOD MY OLDER SIS WAS SEXUALLY ABUSING ME N MAKING ME DO STUFF AND REFUSES TO ADMIT IT NOW AND MY MOM THINKS MY OLDER SIS IS THE ONE HURT BY IT LIKE NO SHES THE 1 WHO FUCKIN DID IT SHE WASNT HURT BY IT THEN LIKE WTF THE ONLY THING THEY ARE GOOD AT IS BUYING ME THINGS I LIKE THATS ALL NO FUCKIN AFFECTION OR SHIT I CANT GET THE HELP I NEED WHERE I LIVE SCHOOL IS SO FUCKIN STRESSFUL I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE THE FUCK I AM IN LIFE ANYMORE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I HAVE TO DO KILL MYSELF??? I DONT KNOW WHY EVERYONE IS JUST SO FUCKIN BITCHY I HAVE NO FUCKIN POSITIVE IN MY LIFE OTHER THEN VIDEO GAMES MASTURBATION AND MY FUCKING CATS THATS ALL I DONT HAVE SHIT TO LIVE FOR IF IM BEING HONEST WITH YOU I FEEL LIKE WHEN MY FAMILY DIES ILL HAVE A SENSE OF EUPHORIA THAT ALL MY STRESS IS GONE AND I CAN FINALLY BE FUCKIBN HAPPY WITH MYSELF FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE BUT IM STUCK HERE TILL THE DAY I FUCKIN DIE I SERIOUSLY JUST DONT WANT TO DO THIS FUCKING SHIT ANYMORE I FUCKING HATE MY FUCKING FAMILY AND SCHOOL SCHOOL IS SO FUCKED UP MY TEACHER GETS ME IN TROUBLE FOR THE DUMBEST SHIT AND MY CLASSMATES R INSENSTIVE ABOUT THE IDEA OF SUICIDALITY I JUST FUCKING HATE EVERY HUMAN IN MY LIFE I WISH THE WORLD FUCKING ENDED OR MY MOM GOT A FUCKEN ABORTION WHEN SHE HAD ME I DONT FUCKIN CARE I JUST DONT WNAT TO BE HERE ANYMORE

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anonymous Parents February 06, 2021 at 5:59 am 2 1