I suggested a holiday and anything I suggest its always "its out of the question financially for me" and "we can't afford it" we can never afford any god dam thing, but suffering and mystery. and I am sick of it. I do all this helping other people and when I need help no one is there to help me. well fuck hell to you all ! this poverty has taken its toll on me. like my dad feels he has no need to "provide for anyone" most fathers and husbands do feel that feeling, heck I do and I am their child and I feel a need to provide for them. dad sees nothing to provide for but himself and that is barely there, he would even prefer to have someone else provide for him like some spoilt brat and my mother is not much different. I guess I must be the same. family don't want to know us cuz they might catch our "dumb" and get the dumb virus from us. and as if they are so perfect.
iwantaparttimejobParents September 29, 2018 at 10:02 pm
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when you said that it reminded me for that song Maroon 5 - This Love
Lyrics
I was so high, I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore, woah, woah, woah
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Oh, kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
But, oh, this love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore woah, woah, woah
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything is alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
'Cause I know that's what you want me to do
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
My heart is breaking in front of me
She said goodbye too many times before
This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice 'cause I won't say goodbye anymore
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