no more comfort zone

I don't know where can I call my comfort zone, the safe place where I'm happy to be in. My house it is stressing. I am tired just thinking of my house. School with all the online classes it is not fun. Just adding my stress. Friend well I have online friends and in real life friends. Since the pandemic, I rarely interact to my real life friends. I am an awkward person in dm-ing. Besides that, I don't know if I have a friend that I can share my problems with. I don't know if I have that close friend. So, I have internet friends too. Through discord. I have this small circle of internet friends. And I think I'm the most comfortable with 2 of the persons in the circle. I always spend my time in discord, but something happened yesterday. KInda some misunderstanding between two of my friends.I tried to be a mediator but I failed. It is not fun when they are behaving like this. I tried to just let it off but the awkwardness in the air is still hanging around. I mean both of them have their own reasons and standing for their own opinion. But can't they see that me as the person who is stuck in the middle. One of my comfort zone that I like is now not a comfortable place to be at.

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anonymous Relationships October 15, 2020 at 11:39 pm 1 0